Twitter (@cosmicqueen)

[gunslingerqueen]

riko @cosmicqueen · Nov 02 Apologies to all our lovely starlings )x i'll personally make it up to all of you, look forward to the positives, not the negative! Love <3 #cosmicindulgence #theycalledwehadtocome

riko @cosmicqueen · Nov 02 At least I'm writing. #musicsaves

riko @cosmicqueen · Nov 03 @lennethdefyatmos bells. I have to tell you about the bells. remind me okay. remind me later.

riko @cosmicqueen · Nov 04 @kriegthepsycho Are you okay?

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[gunslingerqueen]

riko @cosmicqueen · Nov 3 it feels like I saw a story. a really sad one.

[nibelungvalesti]

Lenneth @lennethdefyatmos
@cosmicqueen SAW a story?

Lenneth @lennethdefyatmos
@cosmicqueen I was going to challenge you to play, by the way. That will need to be delayed.

[gunslingerqueen]

riko @cosmicqueen · Nov 4 @lennethdefyatmosyeah. I . It's kind of hard to explain but if that wasn't spiritual than nothing is

riko @cosmicqueen · Nov 4 @lennethdefyatmos oh definitely. You guys are getting the same treatment as us then?

[nibelungvalesti]

Lenneth @lennethdefyatmos
@cosmicqueen That is not my place to confirm or deny.

Lenneth @lennethdefyatmos
@cosmicqueen Of course, that tells you all you should need to know, doesn't it?

[gunslingerqueen]

riko @cosmicqueen · Nov 4 @lennethdefyatmos maybe. But I think I'll learn more relating it back to you

[nibelungvalesti]

Lenneth @lennethdefyatmos
@cosmicqueen I hadn't heard of any troubles on your side. Are you well?

[gunslingerqueen]

riko @cosmicqueen · Nov 4 @lennethdefyatmos can I have your phone number?

[nibelungvalesti]

Lenneth @lennethdefyatmos
@cosmicqueen And you haven't even bought me a drink.

[A moment later a direct message follows it up with the number.]

Twitter > Text

[gunslingerqueen]

Hey, I'm sorry. I just didn't want to answer that where anyone could see. everything is weird here and I'm ... here? but I don't think I'm really okay either.

Text

[nibelungvalesti]

If anyone asks, I will claim you asked for my number to send insults to me that would have degraded you to make in public.

Are you all right?

[gunslingerqueen]

That's a really smart idea!

Physically I'm fine. I just feel like a pumpkin that got its insides yank out by gross fingers and I don't know why. and I feel like I lost something important too. It doesn't make any sense.

[nibelungvalesti]

Please take care of yourself.

Things are... very odd over here as well. We had an experience that made no sense, then or now, and it has left me feeling very unsettled.

[gunslingerqueen]

I'm trying. But are you okay too? you don't seem like the kind of person that is easily unsettled.

[nibelungvalesti]

If I tell you what happened, you will think I am crazy or making a joke at your expense. I think I may be delusional, and I went through it.

[gunslingerqueen]

If you say you aren't doing those things then I won't think that.

[nibelungvalesti]

I am not. But I am also telling you we found ourselves missing pieces of ourselves which we apparently had to chase down in the form of blue wisps that carried memories.

Very difficult to believe.

[gunslingerqueen]

Well. That is pretty intense not going to lie! But I do believe you.

[nibelungvalesti]

I am not certain I do. But...

What do you know of mythology?

[gunslingerqueen]

I know about some of the classics like Zeus and Athena and stuff? and a few more obscure ones but it's not a topic I'm exactly versed in either.

[nibelungvalesti]

Have you -- seen anything strange? As if you remembered something, even knowing that it is impossible for you to have such a memory?

[gunslingerqueen]

well the whole thing about the bells probably qualifies as such. I've never felt any of that but it certainly seemed like a memory of something I should have felt at some point or another

[nibelungvalesti]

What did you remember? May I ask?

[gunslingerqueen]

I was in love. Or, I think that's what it was. I was in love with someone and we were together and it was bright and there were bells. but I couldn't see a face and everytime I try to think about it again it hurts

[nibelungvalesti]

You... did not think you had a child, did you?

[gunslingerqueen]

[There's an incredibly long pause there, mostly because she's staring at those words, trying to remember but doing so only hurts more.]

I don't know. Maybe? but how could i

[She's sent it too quickly but another follows.]

it could be anything, the only thing I can get back is that feeling of love and like I've lost them for good.

[nibelungvalesti]

The people over here have been very certain they had children. I wonder if this is somehow common, if that is a thread that connects everything. But they had no questions about it. They treated it as fact.

I can at least assure you that you are not alone. Whatever this sickness is, it has spread widely.

[gunslingerqueen]

I know some of the people on my end have the same visions but they're definitely not about kids.

[Another pause between texts, and then:] why were you asking about mythology? did one of your visions remind you of that or something

[nibelungvalesti]

Oh, that is not the same thing. This is just something I imagined, and the image stuck with me. No sickness is involved.

[gunslingerqueen]

what image was it?

[nibelungvalesti]

Kneeling before the throne of Asgard, with Odin the All-Father looking down on me. A very strange image to have, don't you think?

[gunslingerqueen]

It sounds cool! ... probably kind of intimidating to experience, though. and you're sure that wasn't a memory? Maybe you were a god in a past life!

[nibelungvalesti]

Then I take serious issue with my reincarnation, if I went from that to this. How could I REMEMBER something so obviously fantastic?

[gunslingerqueen]

I mean, I guess I'd feel some kind of way too if I used to be an epic god that knew Odin but ... I don't know. It could have just been a dream or something your brain just picked up

[nibelungvalesti]

I have been reading a few novels closer to the fantasy side of fiction than our usual spacefaring lyrics. No doubt that is where it came from.