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[loveconservative]

	✿❀✿ Nia ✿❀✿ @officialnia
Why was I born?

	✿❀✿ Nia ✿❀✿ @officialnia
Why do I even exist?

	✿❀✿ Nia ✿❀✿ @officialnia
Am i just a doll?

	✿❀✿ Nia ✿❀✿ @officialnia
am i going to be thrown away?

	✿❀✿ Nia ✿❀✿ @officialnia
what will happen when people get bored of me

Comments

[dame_tsuna]

He sounds pretty cool.

[Saving girls with his giant robot. Like some kind of hero. Tsuna wishes he were that cool.

And he's willing to bet a crazy king sending assassins is something she may have needed saving from. But let's not bring the assassins up again.]

What about his robot? Do you remember anything else about that?

[loveconservative]

With him, I don't think it would've fit me insi--

[Nope, she's wrong. While she thinks about it--

She remembers soaring high above the clouds. She's in Simon's lap and he's battered and beaten, but he's smiling. She pulls his hands away from the controls, and takes them in her own hands instead. For a brief, beautiful moment, the world is calm and things seem safe, before they fall back toward Earth.]

... It's a very small robot.

[dame_tsuna]

[He didn't miss that pause, or the slightly unfocused look in her eyes.]

Did it.. happen again? Did you have another vision?

[loveconservative]

[She nods but she doesn't look upset. Just dazed.]

His hands were very rough. [She runs her fingers over her own hands and her heart thuds.]

[dame_tsuna]

[Welp, that does answer his question. And it seems their little experiment was a success. He's not sure if that's good or bad, honestly.]

Are you okay? Do you want to stop?

[loveconservative]

No, I... I want to know more about him. [Her heart is still racing in her chest, and she feels... lonely. Like she's missing something.

But she also feels like she knows. She knows she'll be all right. For the first time since the party.]

[dame_tsuna]

Okay...

Um, do you want to keep talking about him? Or do you want to try something else?

[loveconservative]

I--[Her face flushes.]

L-let's talk about something else. I feel strange.

[dame_tsuna]

[His brow wrinkles in concern, but he just nods.]

Um, okay. What do you want to talk about?

[loveconservative]

I don't... know. [Nia omg you're about to terrify this poor boy.] My chest feels weird.... like it's... like it's collapsing or like something is going to burst from it. At the same time?

[She looks at him, so absolutely and completely confused.]

[dame_tsuna]

[That is not the topic he was expecting.]

Wh- what?!? C-can you breathe okay? Does it hurt?

[Oh God is she having a heart attack?!?!?

He'll feel so stupid when he figures this out. But for now, panic.]

[loveconservative]

It doesn't... I don't understand this feeling...

[Nia's in super love.]

[dame_tsuna]

[He frowns. She doesn't seem sick, but....

He reaches out and puts a hand on her forehead to check for a fever.]

If you aren't feeling well, we should definitely stop.

[loveconservative]

[She looks at him with wide, shining eyes. She's warm to the touch, but she's warm all over.]

Do you think something is wrong with me?

[dame_tsuna]

Well.... you do feel a little warm...

[But not warm enough to call it a fever. Still, better safe than sorry.]

Maybe you should get some rest?

[loveconservative]

I'll try that... [She looks away finally.] Thank you.

[dame_tsuna]

[He smiles warmly.]

Don't even worry about it. If you need anything else, just let me know, okay?