You feel like you have been, but you can't remember? [So she'd been literal when she'd said she felt like she'd lost the love of her life without even knowing it. She squeezes Nariko's hand absently as she thinks about this, debates, finally lets out a breath.]

I feel like I should remember things, too. ...I can't remember why I call myself Lucifer. When I made that choice, even. I didn't do that much cocaine, pretty sure.